reinventing myself
As I was going through the past few months rehabbing my knee and working to be able to play again, I kept thinking that I would reinvent my playing style. My main thinking was that I wouldn't be as aggressive on offense, that I would just hang out around the 3 point line and chuck up shot after shot. What I didn't realize though, is just how hard that actually is (not the shooting, the reinventing).
The first few times on the court I was really trying to take it easy and I probably did shoot a lot of threes. However, it was like I didn't know that player. It didn't help that I wasn't making many of my shots (which I keep telling myself is to be expected after a long layoff) but I really was missing taking it to the hoop. Which in my opinion is probably the best part of my game. I still need this, even if it possibly means more injuries.
The first time I drove in felt really awkward, like my knee had no idea what I was doing, so I kind of just threw up an off balance shot. Slowly over time though I'm getting it back. One of the harder parts has been that my body hasn't been as fast as my brain. I know what I want to do but my body hasn't reacted as quickly as I'd like. But now I'm starting to be able to go by people again and react defensively to get a loose ball or errant pass. Just last night one of the refs told me he could see it coming back (he refs just about every game in this league), which made me feel better. I'm not jumping like I used to but that's okay for now.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I haven't reinvented myself at all, but I'm trying to recover my abilities. Maybe in a few more years I'll be ready to just camp outside the arc but for now I'm still going to take it to the hoop.
I actually wrote this a week ago and just didn't post it. Anyway, last night I had by far my best game in a really long time. I scored 41 points in about 31 minutes. We play two 20 minute halves with running clock and I sat for about 7 minutes and the refs called the game with 2 minutes left. The final score was 114-52. It was the top division but that team should definitely be playing in a lower division. I also had my first dunk since coming back, it wasn't clean but it was a dunk and I feel pretty good.
The first few times on the court I was really trying to take it easy and I probably did shoot a lot of threes. However, it was like I didn't know that player. It didn't help that I wasn't making many of my shots (which I keep telling myself is to be expected after a long layoff) but I really was missing taking it to the hoop. Which in my opinion is probably the best part of my game. I still need this, even if it possibly means more injuries.
The first time I drove in felt really awkward, like my knee had no idea what I was doing, so I kind of just threw up an off balance shot. Slowly over time though I'm getting it back. One of the harder parts has been that my body hasn't been as fast as my brain. I know what I want to do but my body hasn't reacted as quickly as I'd like. But now I'm starting to be able to go by people again and react defensively to get a loose ball or errant pass. Just last night one of the refs told me he could see it coming back (he refs just about every game in this league), which made me feel better. I'm not jumping like I used to but that's okay for now.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I haven't reinvented myself at all, but I'm trying to recover my abilities. Maybe in a few more years I'll be ready to just camp outside the arc but for now I'm still going to take it to the hoop.
I actually wrote this a week ago and just didn't post it. Anyway, last night I had by far my best game in a really long time. I scored 41 points in about 31 minutes. We play two 20 minute halves with running clock and I sat for about 7 minutes and the refs called the game with 2 minutes left. The final score was 114-52. It was the top division but that team should definitely be playing in a lower division. I also had my first dunk since coming back, it wasn't clean but it was a dunk and I feel pretty good.
